Not meant for love

Behind my smile is a broken heart.
Behind my jokes and laughs,
Im falling apart.
Look close, I'm the girl who isn't free.
I'm the girl who isn't me.
I'd always been the victim of your unwanted love.
And the thoughts in my mind.
In which a way out i can't find.
But i'll never let go of my dream.
Even though to you, the weirdest it may seem.
Cause sometimes the dreams we see,
Are really a reflection,
Of who we'd be.
Even though i can't face it,
I'd be true to myself and tell my heart,
Love is meant to fall apart.
Specific, i'll be.
Im not meant for love,
All can see.
So i have to tell my heart,
Love is meant to fall apart..