I loved you.

I wanted you the most,
But then you're the one i'm best without.
You're the one, who can't hear me cry and shout.
I loved you not because of who you are,
But because you were on my mind all the time,
Even when we were so far.
But now i realised
A simple fact summing up my life
That i loved you
And You loved her
I told myself to stop loving you
But you kept on loving her...

Let it all go

With tears in her eyes
She hid her face under the pillow.
The door was locked,
The only thing open was the window.
She was silently screaming,
And praying for help.
Her eyes were red,
Of colour of hate she felt.
It was time for her to see
That her childhood was over long ago
And why she just couldn't be.
She cried all night long
Her heart gave up saying everything was going wrong.
She understood that time,
No longer could she be so strong.
With tears in her eyes
She saw feelings she couldn't show
With tears in her eyes
She told herself
To let it all go.

Strong Guy

It takes a strong guy to handle a broken girl,
But harder to handle its own broken heart.
When he can see the one who broke it,
Was the one who deserved it.
It takes a strong guy to see people fall apart,
And specially those, that were the closest to his heart.
What if he needs to know,
Someone in the crowd loves him but can't say,
Cause she knows his heartbreak kills him in every way.
It takes a strong guy to share his feelings with an unknown stranger.
Cause sometimes its better to talk to them than to known haters.
What if he needs to know more,
Someone is ready out there to listen to all of his problems.
Only if he's ready to tell a girl he had hardly ever talked to.
Cause it takes a strong guy to know that even after knowing so many haters,
There's somebody unknown,
waiting to be known.

I wish

I wish i could tell you,
How much i love you.
That you're the only one i want.
And seeing you everyday makes everyday go your way.
I wish i could tell you,
I see you in my sleep and all of the time thats left.
That your'e my unfulfilled wish, yet to come true.
I wish i could just tell you to open your eyes, to make you realise.
That what you want is not meant to be.
And i'm the one that you'll love and the world will see.
I wish i could tell you,
How much i love you.
I wish i could tell you,
How much i love you.

Change

I didn't really change.
I just found who i was.
Who i am,
And who i'll be.
So until now the one whom i was,
Wasn't me.
I came across a phase where i got to know,
What i dreamt and wished for
Fought with my fate like a war.
So in the old i found a new one,
To show the world that who i am and who i was,
Are different like the moon and sun.
I have new wishes, and new dreams to see.
To fight what comes in the way,
And one day be free.
So i didn't really change.
I just found who i was
Who i am,
And who i'll be.

One Day

One day i will forget,
What you did, and what you said.
But i'll never forget how you made me feel,
And with those feelings, how i dealt.
One day i will go,
Leaving behind my dreams and you,
But each moment i'll make you realise,
You failed to make my dreams come true.
One day i will make you show,
How much you hurt me,
And how your ignorance helped me grow.
I will do everything i say,
But if only i stop loving you
And remain lovestruck night and day.
I will do everything to show you,
You made me stronger.
But if only one day i decide,
I won't love you any longer.

I Respect You

I hated my life. I hated being me and everything that i was. I used to blame myself for everything that happened and disliked my life so much that once, i thought of leaving everything behind and manage a runaway.
Life was like a blunder. Like literally, i used to be like 'why me'. I saw myself as the unluckiest person alive until when i came to know about a guy.
I knew him before, but not his story.
He was one to be called not unlucky, but unfortunate. I used to think that i was the only one with problems in life, but that guy proved me wrong. He in person never told me anything but i could see pain in his eyes every time we looked at each other. His story was one to be known. My heart sank when a mutual friend told me he had severe serious issues with his father, who had left him, his sister and his mother when he was young. His father made a big mistake by not only separating with his mother but, marrying another one too. He never liked to talk about his personal life, and he never did. As an extra information, i must mention that i liked him before knowing his story, and i fell for him even more harder after i knew it. Now i believe, I'm not the only one managing problems. I'm not the only one having myself to blame. And i'm not the only one, whose unfortunate. I have come across a phase in life where i have realised that everyone has their own life to live, their own problems to solve, and their own battles to fight. This is to show respect to that guy, whom people call a use material cause of his innocence. This is to show respect to that guy, who is really worth it. And finally, this is to make that guy know, that even if he is not wanted by his father, even if he is not wanted by people around, he must know about a girl who not only loves him truly, but respects him too.